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Yearning For Freedom

My heart is confused
because I have some questions
but G-d, you can’t speak

I know that it’s you
who creates, decides, destroys
Where did that leave me?

When I miscarried
did you think I could love you
as I had before?

G-d do you hate me?
Was it something I once did
to make you hurt me?

You hold the outcomes
Please free my heart and my mind
It hurts to hate you