It’s Tisha B’Av, our holiday of communal mourning. There’s a saying in the world of professional Jewish educators, “When it comes to Jewish identity, there’s no business like Shoah business.” There is nothing like the Holocaust to engender a sense of Jewish identity.
Stinging and tragic though that statement may be, I myself am a walking testimony to its truth. A mildly-affiliated, wildly-assimilated American teen, I had zero interest in the banal goings-on of my local synagogue. The only thing about Judaism that was even remotely interesting to me was the Holocaust.
Now I wish I could say that I got turned-on to Judaism because of some joyful Shabbat song or a bite of a really finely done potato-kugel; but it wasn’t. The thing that first pulled me in was the loss of my ancestors and this sudden vast sense of history, gravitas, and responsibility towards them. My doorway in came through shared mourning, shared grief. Because something happens when we mourn together. When we weep together, we are woven into family.
When we share mourning, we share housing. When we mourn together we become mishpacha.
This House of Israel is in mourning. We sit upon the floor and weep the mirrors are black, our robes are slashed, and leather-less our feet.
Our clan is clad in ash and sack a dirge between our bones a wail of anguish unabated rises from this home.
The pittance of admission here is expression of lament —authentic, rasp and risen mangled and intense.
Here the graves are multiple and flanked with stacking stones which could, perhaps, be launched at enemies but sit instead in memory of what is gone.
Our weaponry is our weeping; our protection is our prayer our strength is born when we gather to mourn made siblings by shared despair.
And in lamentation lies our comfort and in this meeting, our home is built founded firm on the raw resilience of the families of the killed.
But hear this, our love is mightier than our anger! For we are a nation of mothers and fathers and priests.
We build houses out of war-stones and change cemeteries into sanctuaries with our songs of hope.
A knock upon the lintel lets in the shiva guests. God shuffles in amongst them and bends to offer His condolences.
And in the madness of the mourning and the anguish so immense a dwelling is suddenly erected – regal & resplendent.
And a sacred space is made amidst the family who endures such loss and grief.
And our household stands strong amidst the weeping throng and God’s Presence refuses to leave.
Our household stands strong amidst the weeping throng and God’s Presence refuses to leave.