Rachel's new RHPFF award-nominated poetry & dance video.
This ain’t no single, this is a concept album. Let’s call this track two, continued from “What the F*** Is...
My father would never come back. I never got to say goodbye. Was it all my fault?
People plan and G-d laughs. But what should we do after our plans go off the rails?
An astonishing fire blazes within. You must spill forth this light, or be consumed from inside. This is the sacred act of spark extraction. This is returning to the knowing in your bones.
This is tale of wanting to fit in. It’s also a tale of how far a person (okay, me) might go to fulfill a specific idea of what fitting in means.
No one had prepared me for the possibility that I might feel this way. I mean, this was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. And I didn't want to be there.














