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Emily Zimmer

what Judaism taught me about being alone
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What Judaism Taught Me About Being Alone

By On November 8, 2017

Part of me still longs to feel a connection with G-d on a human level. Can G-d keep me company? Can I hang out with Hashem? We compare our relationship with G-d… Read More

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What If Every Day Was Yom Kippur?

By On September 27, 2017

But why can't every day with G-d be a chag? A holiday. If G-d is everywhere then why can he only enter the field one month out of the lowly year?… Read More

blowing the shofar on rosh hashana
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The First Time I Heard The Shofar, I Cringed

By On September 13, 2017

Are we meant to think of self-sacrifice? Of the Akeida? Of listening to G-d no matter what? Should I feel humbled? Full of awe? Is this raspy cry meant to remind me of… Read More

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What If My Relationship With God Is All In My Head?

By On August 17, 2017

Many of us identify as spiritual people –We pray, meditate, and take hikes in the forest. We close our phones for hours and do nothing other than think about G-d. But how… Read More

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In Search Of Unity And Jewish Music

By On August 1, 2017

To attend The Camping Trip for the second year in a row, but this time as performer--I felt like a ten year old girl with a bag full of jelly beans.… Read More

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Why I’m Still Not Keeping Kol Eesha

By On July 6, 2017

Suddenly, this thing I loved so much, this huge, unfathomable piece of myself, felt dirty and unfamiliar. I lay in my bed and stared at my guitar, hanging on the wall, mocking… Read More

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Sleepwalking In Broad Daylight

By On June 22, 2017

I woke up in utter confusion, my body half-off the bed, my mind buzzing with questions.… Read More

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Journey To The Center Of The Earth

By On June 8, 2017

My journey to acceptance, from Emunah, to utter terror, to awe. … Read More

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A Few Words To The Real World

By On May 11, 2017

Is this how it was supposed to be?… Read More

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Why I Hate The Rain

By On April 27, 2017

There’s nothing romantic about the rain. Throw out the songs and the movie scenes, the poems and the cliché metaphors; Every poets back-pocket go-to. I hate the rain. I hate the clouds and… Read More

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